May 26, 2012 • 1,061 notes • ed-bites.blogspot.com
You can’t starve yourself indefinitely. Either you start to eat because your body and mind just can’t take it any more, someone else forces you to eat, or you die. It’s not a self-sustaining system.

Yet the alternative somehow seems worse. As torturous as the eating disorder is, life somehow feels worse. Life is messy. And painful. The eating disorder, while painful in its own way, is neat. It has a type of “payoff.” Starving made me feel better. Life… didn’t. I was good at an eating disorder but I sucked at life. I couldn’t quite figure it out.
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May 19, 2012 • 1,708 notes • toinfinitebeauty
Can I have this bowl?

Can I have this bowl?

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May 7, 2012 • 1 note

Tiramisu Oatmeal

hey guys! I got the idea for this from Pinterest :)

Basically, just make regular plain oatmeal with a dash of salt.  Then add cocoa powder and Truvia to taste.  Lastly, cut up half a banana, sprinkle it with cinnamon, and then add to oatmeal :)  Boom.  Tiramisu Oatmeal.

May 4, 2012 • 109,483 notes • sunkissedsanity
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This is seriously the best thing ever. 

EVERYONE WATCH THIS.

NOW.

My heart just melted.

OMG I CAN’T EVEN…<3 

WHY CAN’T I FIND GUYS LIKE THESE MY AGE, HAHA. 

I’m dying, I love this

I just died.

OH MY GOD. :’)

May 3, 2012
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Modeling seems to make you miserable. Why do something if it doesn't make you happy? Find a passion that you can throw your soul out to, and in return are granted a happiness that fulfills you.
Anonymous
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You’re right, it does.  Well, runway does.  I like print modeling.  I LOVE music, which is why I’m making it my career :)

May 1, 2012

I’m so sorry I’ve disappeared!

Life has been insane.  I’m totally stressed and anxiety-ridden.  Today I’m nannying 9-4, then driving to work to teach a violin lesson, then I have call at 6 for my final high school orchestra concert.  And I’m just so dang anxious about everything.

On the plus side, I ran 1.25 miles and did the elliptical for 35 minutes this morning! Not too bad for being in a hurry.

AND I have a job interview on Wednesday.  AND I joined a band, and we’re touring almost every weekend this summer.  AND I had prom with my best friend this weekend.

There’s your life update.  :)

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April 30, 2012

Fuck this.

I’m going to bed.

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April 16, 2012

As far as the acting convention…

One of my agents got really rude about my not wanting to pay 3000 for a four day trip for something I’m not passionate about. Sooooo that sucked. But then I went to an audition with a band, and it went really well! I was there for four hours jamming :). And I didn’t count calories AND I had pizza with them :) Yayyyyy! So it was a good day overall.

April 14, 2012

I was just invited to an exclusive acting intensive that will put me in front of the nation’s best casting directors… But the total cost would be about $3000 for the trip. What do I do?!?! I can’t afford that!!! :((((